Poetry

Vomitting Onto the Page

written by: OurSacredHonor

This disgust
It must go,
should I trust?
I don't know,
I combust
Feel so low,
lost the lust
for this life,
now I bust
under strife,
so robust
blade of knife,
cuts so deep
in my wrist,
that I weep
and I twist,
as it creeps
towards my fist,
the blood seeps
won't enlist
in an army
of clones,
not like me
won't be owned,
can't buy me
I'm alone,
I'll defy
society
Even if
it's
on
my
own

I'll never be a wise man, never be a sage
I've spent way too long pent up in this fucking cage
I return to my pen and pad bursting with this rage
Once again my thoughts will begin Vomiting onto the page

puking, spewing
stirring, stewing,
mixing, brewing,
you'll be chewing
don't try to spit it out I'll just shove it back in
these words will be my haymaker straight to your chin
this world is so corrupt that now living's a sin
just when you think it's over then I'll finally begin

It doesn't have to be
Unless you can finally
Clearly start to see
What's in front of you and me

Blind, but still looking,
Deaf, but still listening
But your mind is still closed,
you can't find what you're missing

Looking for an answer that doesn't exist
Disregard for yourself, you're a god damn masochist
Bullet meant for your own head, but you missed
Another innocent victim of your carelessness

So you say you dislike my relentlessness
You say you want me to put an end to this
You say you're sick and tired of it, but still I persist
I'll go
until
you tell
me that
my words
are pound
ing on
your skull
like
a fucking
fist!

I'll never be a wise man, never be a sage
I've spent way too long pent up in this fucking cage
I return to my pen and pad bursting with this rage
Once again my thoughts will begin Vomiting onto the page

I'm sick of this world, it makes me nauseous
The signs were so clear, a premonition, I saw this
My words aren't perfect, they're far from flawless
But if I wanna be free I can't be too cautious
I'll live my life without a care
No matter what they say, it doesn't matter what you wear
I'll wander round this earth, from here to there
Who knows where I'll go, I may end up anywhere

No one can ever take my place
You got a problem, say it to my face
Victory's sweet and I've had a taste
Now I want more so fuck this life of waste!

I'll never be a wise man, never be a sage
I've spent way too long pent up in this fucking cage
I return to my pen and pad bursting with this rage
Once again my thoughts will begin Vomiting onto the page

Suddenly it hits me and I'm spiraling down
Everything's a blur, the world is spinning around
I can't see anything
I'm lost alone without a friend
I'm falling now, this is my end
My life is decaying just shoot me full of lead
These words in my head
These thoughts all unsaid
My sight turning red
Before you know it I'll be dead

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