Poetry

Everything (Writer's Block)

written by: OurSacredHonor

the more i try to fix things
the more they fall apart
the more i try to mend
the more i break your heart
i'm trying to be perfect
i'm trying to help you
i'm trying to fix these problems
but i don't know what to do

forget my stupid problems
it's all petty bullshit anyway
these mean nothing in the big scheme of things
they'll all be gone another day
there are more important things to deal with
and the more that I reflect
the more I come to realize
that these are the things I neglect
I need to get things straightened out
and live my life with so much doubt
I can't go on with this anguish within
cuz it burns, and it churns and it keeps on turnin
a death spiral down
straight for the ground
i'm losing my grip
cuz I can't take this shit
anymore
what's this all for?
why do we fight
every single night
for no reason I see
you just keep tearing into me
these words are so angry they sound so damn wrong
fuck it
let my try this again
here goes

why does this shit hover round me
this constant distress surrounding me
I try to breathe deep
and exhale all these thoughts
but the words slowly creep
and they seem to get caught
in a web of anger woven by a mad man
so I run away as fast as I can
escape my fears
til I think i'm in the clear
and I get hit by a semi from the rear
I couldn't hear
defeaned by the sound of my own voice
I made the wrong choice
regrets linger in the depths of my being
and I can't believe everything that i am seeing
it's all falling apart and I can't do a thing
i've played my role in this and now i've lost

everything's fallen apart
(broken heart)
everything's lost in the end
(no friends)
everything's going to die
(I cry)
and ask myself again
WHY!?

why can't I be perfect like everyone expects
everything I do is wrong, all regrets
so lead my self down this road again
all alone again, just me and my pen
a blown out street light and the stars above
I reach out for love
and search for the answers to a wish
that things weren't like this
it's all falling apart and I can't do a thing
i've played my role in this and now i've lost

everything's fallen apart
(broken heart)
everything's lost in the end
(no friends)
everything's going to die
(I cry)
and ask myself again
WHY!?

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