Poetry

Etermal Pit of Despair

written by: OurSacredHonor

Instability
Fills me
shallow and deep at the same time
Thoughts race through my mind
The floor's pulled out from underneath
Falling down, help's beyond my reach
Something gave way again...
Fell through, into the descent of no end...
Plunging towards the depths of a bottomless darkness
I can't break free of this hollow, emptiness where my heart is
Falling through the air
Eternal pit of despair
Nothing will break this fall
I'm begin to grasp the boundless futility of it
Oh what I'd give for a rope around my neck to end this flight
What I'd give for peace at night
Tossing and turning, so damn restless
I close my eyes but know it's useless
My head on a gun, and a trigger on my finger
Then this pain wouldn't have to linger
As it haunts me so mercilessly
Nothing seems worth it to me
I try and I fail
I try to no avail
It's hard to breath now, I'm turning pale
My screams are silenced, no need to wail
Frozen tears fall like hail
This is my tale
I'm not able
To become stable
But maybe
Someday
Someway
Somehow
Not now
But some other day
Not today
Maybe someway
I could make this go away
Cuz the pain
From doing things in vain
It drives me insane
I've lost ground I can't gain
The more I fall, the more I feel dead
But even death can't silence all these thoughts in my head
I don't care
Eternal pit of despair

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