Poetry

Cold Confessions

written by: Blaqwynter

In words I am choking,
from the breaths I no longer can take
For love I am looking,
I hope you don't think that I am fake
My heart feels it's sinking,
As from what she has said to you..
what must you be thinking?
Do you think what she said was true?
I am suffering a turmoil,
As I have been depressed for weeks
and my soul has been coiled
within I feel I'm growing weak,
In shadows I am weeping,
from the hurt that I feel deep inside
My secrets I am keeping,
with all these thoughts and feelings I hide
In silence I allow you to hold me
As I lay there in wonder about you and I
In tears I am drowing
As I lay here in my bed and begin to cry
My heart is pounding
From the stress I have been dealing
The silent sounding,
cries that I make, without healing.
I am so lost in what to do
My feelings are so hurt
from what she has said to you
I'm pulled under the dirt
Do you really think its true?
I'm in love with you,
but it feels like I am dying again
All these words are true
And I'm so tired of feeling this pain
As deep down I'm hurting
I would feel so lost without you,
If you ever left me
And I'm still not sure what to do
In you I confide
And if you only knew
The thoughts that I hide......