Poetry

January Sorrow (For Joel) Written April 2006

written by: Blaqwynter

When the snowfall comes It just reminds me
of the dead darkness that had awaken me
I look to the clock, hoping you'd call soon
Sitting there as silence had filled my room
So I gave in to finally call you
To only discover the truth
Looking to the clock, It was half past five
Learning that you where no longer alive

Your roommate told me the news
I broke down in tears its true
I was left breathless with the sorrow
Watching the snow fall out the window
It was two days after my birthday
When you gave your sweet life away
The tears fell to each breath
As I had cried over your death

I was blamed for your suicide
Was it my fault you had died?
Yes, I had always loved you.....
But the pain you put me through
Tainted me for tomorrow
Deep January sorrows...
You left me behind, it should of been me
But its too late, you had set yourself free

If I could take back time
You could have still been mine
I have known you for so long,
And the pain still runs so strong
If only I could have known, I could have saved you
And just so you know, that I had always loved you
Goodbye my love, rest in peace, I love you