Poetry

Suicide note

written by: Blaqwynter

Let me out of this flesh cage,
Please God I have nothing to live for'
Beginning to feel this rage
And each day it grows even more
I take this gun, and put it to my head
ready to pull the trigger till I'm dead
I'm tired of living a loveless lie
And so I sit here asking myself why

I am far from being a fucking emo kid
Looking back on everything I ever did
My ex boyfriend killed himself because of me
I attacked innocent people on the street
And I also put the boots to someone's skull
I threw my own best friend against the wall

I have no remorse in anything I have done
Looking back those day were great fun
Though I nolonger have any ambition to live
Done it all, seen it all, what more is there to give?
All I want is to get out
Suicide's only way out

I have burned fields, and vandalized
I fell in love and I survived
I pulled pranks and beat up my own brother,
I have even cheated on my past lovers
I even ran away from home, because I hated my mother

I sit here with this gun to my head,
getting ready to pull the trigger
I know that soon I will be dead
My life is over I figure
Though there's so much left to do,
but I dont want to stick around anymore
Because I live a loveless life with you
I have experienced this pain before

I don't want to stick around
to find out if you really love me
I'll be six feet underground
Before you realized you loved me
So this is my suicide note
I have found the antidote