Something didn't feel right
Sitting all alone tonight
Maybe it was because I thought twice
When I've never thought once before
Or maybe I don't know what do
With myself anymore
So you up and go
Just drive away
Another perfect ending
To another miserable day
My fake smile begins to fade away
Into the darkness of the clouds so grey
I'm running from the past that I'm stuck in
I've been sucked in, I can't win
I've been losing myself
As I'm losing control
Losing track of all the things
I considered goals
So it seems I've failed you
Screwed up again
Perfectly predictable
Because it happens so often
Don't bother asking me where I've have been
Lost in the darkness where I have fallen
Veins are flooded by charcoal black pain
Immersed in this dark sea struggling in vain
Tears like a riptide destroy the balance I can't maintain
I slip and fall and lose it all, I'm sure your tired of this same refrain
Look at me I'm lost again
Words like blood spill out of my pen
They bleed and they bleed
As I proceed
I'm forced to stop as I hold myself back
In the darkness you make clear to me all the things I lack
Darkness consumes
And i'm choked by the fumes
As my soul is exhumed
The shadows seal my doom
My fate is set
And it's not done yet
The horror continues tonight
When I turn out the lights
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