Poetry

Today

written by: OurSacredHonor

I've been lost out here
Hiding from my fears
Hiding from the things I don't want to face
So I cry these tears
And remember those years
As I try desperately to find my place
In this new world around me
So many things I cannot see
I can't find my way through the dark, cold night
Fighting myself constantly
Doing nothing right it seems
There's a chasm within me and I'm not all right
I've said it all before
And you're sick of it I'm sure
But I've screwed up once again and I'm so sorry
But deep down in my being's core
I could never ask for more
Than a girl like you, so please don't worry
You're the girl for me
And though at times it doesn't seem
Like I even give a damn at all
I'm sorry that it comes off that way
But I'm just trying to find my way
And find legs of my own so I can stand tall
You're everything in this world to me
You've made my dreams reality
And I'm sorry that sometimes I hurt you so
But even though you are not near
Darling, love, please don't you fear
I'd never, ever dream of letting you go
You're mine for all eternity
Together forever just you and me
I'm sorry I don't treat you like the princess you are
In due time, I'll learn, you'll see
Things will be better, baby just trust me
Things will be perfect no matter how near or far
But for now things are difficult
And though I try I get flawed results
And changing me just isn't all that easy
I love you honey with all my heart
And it pains me so when we're apart
And I miss the way that you always hug and squeeze me
I miss your kisses and your hands
I miss your talking of future plans
Dreaming together about our wedding day
But I promise you if you stick with me
I'll treat you the way a goddess should be
And before you know it those days we've dreamed about will be
today

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