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FINALLY SHE BELIEVES IN CRYING

written by: gee504

For so many years she was a person that never really cried,they use to say to her u are SELFISH all because she chose to hold her feelings in asted of crying she thought to herself maybe thats true so one day she was just siting there she starts to smile then all of a sudden her smile turns into a frown and that frown turns into tears...people around her SURPRISED to see her cry it was a SHOCKING moment to them they like whats wrong???all she could say is she came to a point in life where she could no longer hold on to EVERYTHING,thats been bottled in for a long time so theres nuthin,but tears falling from her eyes she broke down to the floor and begin to cry even more every lil thing that she hold inside and every BURDEN she holds shes leting it all out with so many tears through her tears people came to see that she really truely does feel pain,a lot of PAIN and now they know what all she been through isn't a joke..all they could do was stand there puzzled with NUTHIN to say..she said could you see ME,cause this is really me is what she said,at night she holds her pillow tightly and cry so many painful tears she feels broken can't go to sleep with all thats on her mind she just sits there and think,think and think she confides into the one thats laying next to her,he holds her close and says EVERYTHINGS okay..for many years she never cried now it's bout that time that she lets it all out on the table..she knows the pain of loneliness being away from family as a child..she knows the hurt of being in FOSTER HOMES thinking nobody cares for her and she knows the pain of being ABUSED by someone..as a child going from MOTEL to MOTEL not enough money for a house living in a van for days when she thinks of those times in the past it makes her hurt even worse and thats not the half of it..they just don't know..she always consoled in GOD,she says he kept her safe doe she went through so much in life she still feels GOD is by her side she says if he wasn't that she would've been dead by now so she know that GOD is with her and now she knows that she could confide and console in others she use to be in situations where she believed that i she cried that it would only make things worse in life,but now she knows thats impossible cause it's possible for things to get better and be right,never really knew what tears feeled like,but now FINALLY SHE BELIEVES IN CRYING!!!