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written by: OurSacredHonor

No matter what I do, or what I say
People just continue to get in my way
What they don't understand is that I'll run right through them
Don't care anymore what I do to them
I've had enough of the games and now I'll do things my way
You don't like it? Tough. hit the damn highway
I try my best to be a nice guy and be a friend
But people don't trust me or understand me when
I open my mouth to speak anymore
They just shut me out and slam the door
I'll save you the trouble and walk out next time
Because I know in my heart and in my mind
The only friend that will always agree
Is deep down inside of me
"You want something done right you do it yourself"
Whatever you do don't trust anybody else
People are dense and they don't know when to listen
I don't know what it is but my point they keep missin'
I stuff all this down but it'll come out one day
Better be careful and not be in my way
When I happen to unleash
The vicious beast
That hides in the swampy depths of my soul
Continuing to grow more out of control
Feeding on my anger, feeding on my rage
Waiting for the day it can come out of its cage
Well if I can't be trusted or believed anymore
Then why should I try so hard to be there for
The people I care about?
All they ever do is scream and shout
You're not right, you're always wrong
I'm sick of that refrain, I'm sick of that song
It's gone on way too long
And I don't belong
Just let me leave and get the hell outta here
Let me fade away, let me disappear
I'm just another nothing sentenced to life on earth
If I won't be listened to what the hell's life worth?
So go ahead and turn your deaf ear to me
And squint your blind eyes knowing you can't see
I'm just a shadow in the darkness that can't be seen
But that's because I'm horrible, cruel nasty and mean
So your next to be stepped if your in may way
Maybe today will be your lucky day
I'll walk all over you like it's happened to me time and again
Make sure you tell me what you think of me then
Your blind eyes and deaf ears won't be able to understand me so just let me go
I may as well just give up because nobody will ever know
Why I feel the way I do because it seems like nobody cares
No matter how hard I try I can't figure out why nobody is ever there
I have no one to fall back on so crash to the concrete floor
And get back up a bloody mess just asking life for more
Hit me again with another twist
Make me bleed, why slice my own wrist
When I can beat myself?
Don't send me to a morgue let me rot on a dusty shelf
In the place you've abandoned my trust and exiled me to suffer alone
Just the thought of it chills me to the bone
But this is how I feel at night when I'm left to my own devices
Without a friend to talk to nothing else even suffices
Loneliness tortures me and it's my one true fear
Please don't leave me with nobody else here
I can't take these feelings. They tear me up inside
When there's no one to talk to I just don't feel alive
People don't rely on me so how can I find someone to rely on?
Nobody listened and these thoughts are just gone
By the time they are noticed they won't mean a thing
They'll lack all the pain that the truth can bring
I don't know why I bother doing this anymore
Thoughts just bleed out of me like an infected sore
I don't care anymore I'm giving up
It's all over now. My time is up...

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