Every single day of mine seems to be comprised
Of constant nonstop on the spot problems that just arise
Suddenly the black clouds begin darkening skies
Once again I'm forced to shape shift into disguise
To prevent regret I veil the fear you see in my eyes
It's shadowy, pitch dark and camouflaged by my lies
But don't doubt me or fail to trust, I'll never compromise
My friends, cuz they're my life to me, this I realize
I'm the problem solver
My words my revolver
And my resolve
To revolve
Around the sun
And be there for the one's
Who have come
To be by my side
Day after day I confide
In their trust
So when they bust
And have nothing left to live for
When they hit the wall
And fall
Or just can't find the door
I try to help them same as they would help me
You see
This is the way friendships should be
My words an inspiration, freedom from reality
True to the end, no fallacy
I strive to create a balance in me
So they can lean steadily
On my shoulder
When their nights are a little colder
And they need someone to talk to in the depths of the night
I'll be there; they can spill their lonely hearts out until morning light
They can cry to me until they feel alright
I'll ALWAYS be there trying to make things right
So go ahead and keep staring at me
Apparently
You still can't see
Glare all you want, you STILL don't know me
I do what I want, come and go as I please
So this non-existent existence of mine lets me live with ease
People constantly avoiding me like I'm some disease
And every time that I return I get choked til I wheeze
By society's trends trying to lure me onto their hooks
I'm smart so they all think I live buried in books
Me and my friends like punk rock so what? We're all crooks?
I choose to be different so I keep getting these looks
I've been set up
Now I'm fed up
I'll never let up
Instead I sped up
And hit you head on
Dead on
From dusk til dawn
I'm the one to bet on
Brains over brawn
These thoughts spawn
Sporadically
Emphatically
I'll make you see
All these thoughts inside of me
To be free
To sail the sea
Or just talk freely
We just can't see
Or believe
We have it so easy
So please be
More conscious of what we
Have been given
To the top we have risen
We're not in prison
We're just living
As full of indecision
As DNA ribbons
And strands
Constant demands
For the land
To hand
More things to you on a silver platter
But the fact of the matter
Is unlike you we don't have silver spoons
Only silver moons
From the womb
To the tomb
So stop guessing
It's depressing
Stop regretting
It's upsetting
Just leave me alone
For once let me go home
With out a glance
As I walk past
As fast
As I can
Hoping not to be noticed
Or focused
On but you insist on trying to label
But what you bring to the table
It's all an unstable
Fable
That'll just fall through
Just like you
To engrossed in others
To discover
The flaws of your own
So you've grown
Accustomed to judging the unknown
You people don't know me, turn the other way
Go ahead and start something, make my day
You wanna open your mouth? I'll make you pay
Make you stick your foot in it and hear what I have to say
So tout how you doubt me
And pout about and blame me
Shout how you rate me
Let out the way you hate me
The more you try to reject me
The less that this'll affect me
You try to daze me
This won't even faze me
Just make me more crazy
I'll just live more insanely
So keep trying painfully
Your effort's in vain you'll see
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