Poetry

its time i end this pain

written by: marebear86

its time that i end
all this pain that i'm in.
even though i know its sin
i'm never going to be able to win.

so i wrap my arms around u my friend
and tell u satan's going to win.
because i give in.

u tell me that u love me.
and theres a great Lord above me
to tell all my problems too.
but i know that's nothing new for u.

u say that i can't lose that i'm
to precious to u ,
but i don't know what else to do.

i say i'm sorry , but i have to go,
and i know u don't understand y,
and the last thing i want to do
is make u cry.or make u have
to answer the questions of ur boys
of why i died.

but this pain is so real,
u don't know what i have to deal
with or how exactly i feel.

so its time i say good-bye
but i don't want u to cry
and i want you to know u did try
stop me , but i told you to dry your eyes
i can't see u cry.
because then i don't want to die .

its time to end the pain that
is driving me insane. because
my tears fall like rain . and theres
nothing to gain.