Poetry

Personal - Me

written by: GrenadeJumper

I'm never able to get things right
I think that I'm bound to tight
I need someone to let go of this tightening rope
I'll choke
I never wanted to end my life
I'm just surround by pain and strife
All this hurt that's around me
It'll never end
They've bent me as far as I can bend
I feel like I'm living in hell
But I think I'm doing well
I say I hate you
But I really don't mean it
It just comes out
And I can't control it
The hate boiling up inside
Its gonna explode and kill me
That's why I let it out
I love you
But I never could tell you
The way that I feel
But no matter how much I try to stop this feeling
It won't stop
And I need to release it some way
So that's why
On dark rainy nights
I don't look for a fight
I go outside this shelter of mine
And I try to go deep inside my mind
People think something's wrong with me a lot
But sometimes I feel like I'd rather be shot
I search around
And there's nobody there
So I take this as if nobody cares
It hurts me so much
But you think I'm just fine
But on dark nights like this
I stand and reflect
I think about my life
If I end it today will anybody care at all?
So I just it end it
That's why I feel like shit everyday
But nobody knows except them

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