Poetry

Never Underestimate a Man When He's Down (Especially Me)

written by: GrenadeJumper

I've made my mistakes
Over and over again
And I just kept telling you
That all of this would end
But I guess I'm just a liar
Or maybe I'm just a fake
But being on the wrong side of this
Loaded gun, pressed against my head
Is something I can't take
So pull the trigger and let it rip
Just try not to miss
I can't hurt more than how I feel
I built it all up, surrounded myself
For you to tell me that this isn't real
Heart stopped beating, coma sets in
I'll be awake in fifteen years
But I know it'll happen again
So pull the plug, and end the life
Faster than a murderer with a bloody knife
Falling down and losing hope
Fuck this world and trying to cope
Nothing feels right
And nothing feels real
Nothing helps me to learn
Nothing helps me to heal
So I guess this is where I'm at again
Stuck with this pad and pen again
Lost inside of my head again
Trying not to hurt again
So please let go, so I can find something
Please just tell me we're done
So please let go, so I can find something
Please just say "Its through"
And I hope with this drink
You'll resist the urge to think
And take your car right into the lake

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