Poetry

Life Without Friends

written by: meica81

One by one, they disappear,
Friends that use to be so dear,
You don't know how,
You don't know when,
One minute you laugh
The next second you have no friends.

It's one thing to not trust a guy a hundred percent,
But it's another when you feel the same way about your closest friends.
You talk, you play, you share many laughs
But sometimes you wonder
If you're the one at which they laugh.

My mother, my bro, and even my dad
My uncles, my aunts, my cousins, my grams'
Are all I know when I am sad.
Because they love me for who I truly am.
I'm not so cute under that invisible mask you see
I'm sweet yet paranoid and anxious as can be.

It's hard expressing my emotions aloud
So they dwell inside me like a big dark cloud.
In a room of a million, I stand so alone,
Where do I fit in?
I don't know.

It would be nice to have a friend,
Who truly appreciates you,
By and by again.
I use to have twenty plus forty plus ten
Now I have three, maybe four,
But not ten.