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Here we go again!

written by: Electra

This is a pretty juvenile and ages old topic but that does not stop it from being relevant for a lot of people!
Yes, it that time of year again-exams! Although I have been giving exams since the I was three years old, I have never been able to get used to giving exams, why is that? Oh... maybe cause they suck worse each time!No seriously, joking aside, why does one still hate exams even though you know that they are necessary and deep down you even realize that they actually help you out?
I suppose for me, the reason would be that I don't like to prove myself to anybody and giving exams makes me feel like I am trying to prove something to a whole lot of people! I don't know if that makes sense to anyone but that's how I feel. It's not because I am afraid of disappointing or falling short of their expectations, I just don't like shaping my actions especially really important actions on the bases of what someone else wants!
I know I can't spend my life doing want 'I' want all the time but can't I be allowed to do so at least on a occasion?
It's not like I do badly in exams either, if I did I would have a tangible reason for detesting them, my reasons are once again simply about having a bit of freedom!Cliche, i know, but does that also make it wrong to feel this way?