Dear God,
I haven't had a very good week, you may have noticed. I've felt incredibly sad and somewhat empty inside. I can't find your near me which shouldn't surprise me as I've kind of hidden myself away in my own uncertain and befuddled heart. I come to you with no excuse, only with empty hands and tears. I'm very aware that everything I am is not enough to make things right or to be right or to do right. I'm just another soul messed up in ones humanity and the only answer I have is you and even still, do you want to be the answer yet again? Or have I abused your grace? Have I taken for granted my salvation? Such questions plague me though hope is stirred yet within to believe in your love, to believe that you look for the best in me in spite of the opposite prevailing. So I ask with an honest heart for a way out of my brokeness and mess.
I hope to hear from you soon.
With love x
Comments:
I liked this, and i can kinda say i've had sum of the same questions. my fav line is "I come to you with no excuse, only with empty hands and tears." everytime we think we know what we doing or that we can do it alone, we find ourselves with a handful of tears. but we never seem to learn that we need help , until it is to late and we have no excuse for not going for help earlier , except for pride and ego, and that is far from a vaild excuse. Your letter is real and honest, i loved that. great emotion. :)
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