Prose

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written by: Tearful Angel

i apologize for my inability to be happy 24/7, all the time.i fear that it will make me one of those people who hide reality behind a smile, and then when life get out of hand, thinks he has a right to cry and blame the Lord and the world for all that went wrong. No, i prefer to have sad days, where i can allow myself a moment to cry and to dwell on the pain. and then when the moment passes , I'll stand up and move on.No one will know i cried. it will come and go. I will be realistic and prevent the pain.
this i feel is a less painful way to deal with life then to be a chaise cat . Coz have u ever seen a cat when it feels water?