Prose

Lies

written by: Ithilgalad

If I died today, would you care?
I'm not trying to be overdramatic, or "emo," as you so often ignortantly name me....
I'm just simply wondering.
Would you?
If my world came whirling to an end,
Of bloody violence and sadistic sin,
Or a peaceful slumber of death,
Would you care?
You say yes, but...
I see it in your eyes...

You lie.

Damnit, you lie!
You lie and tell me you care!
That you love me,
And honestly care!
That you would weep tears of desperation and sorrow, should anything happen to me.
That you would yourself die, no matter in which way came my end.
But you lie!
Damn you!
Damn you, you're lying to me!
I see it!
I know!
I feel it!
Your sadistic twisted words, filled with faults and lies, do not deceive me!
You lie to me!!!
You say you care, but I know better!
And in one final rage,
I tell you so!
For I do not fear death!
I do not fear shadows,
Or fire,
Or hell!
But I fear your hellish lies;
Your damn lies of
LOVE!

And I will do anything to escape.
Anything to escape your false promises.
I will accept anything to be rid of your lies.
Anything.
Anything!


Even death...